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Still Healing

27. June 2011 | Kategorie Uncategorized

Time moves on ever so slow,

At times I feel high, but still plenty of lows.

Contradictions fill my life, making it hard to get up and go.

I’m restless, yet tired, my inner struggle really shows.

 

In sleep, I am surrounded with wonders of the past,

But upon walking, reality sets in way too fast.

My heart is broken and unprotected by a cast.

I am left to wonder how much longer this can last?

 

Needing my two best friends to be there for me.

One is far away, acting to cool for the BSC,

The other; happily married, within her pod is a new pea.

I’m alone, self-conscience, and full with envy.

 

I have tried many things to help with the hurt.

Retail therapy left me with nothing, except a couple new tee shirts,

And the outcome that resulted from drinking is just overt.

From this path of pain and problems I need to soon divert.

 

These layers of healing I will continue to peel,

Until nothing but happiness is all I should feel.

Until then I move forward step by step, meal by meal.

Everyday stepping over hurdles that help me heal.

 

-Molly Rausch

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